YEAH!

IT WORKED!!  Check it out and mark it as where to find my new blogs!!!!!  I'm so glad it worked!!!
 

New Blog

Hey there .... I am starting a new blog because I'm having trouble with blogger.

 

Here is the link ... hope it works, I'm going to go to the blogspot page and see if I can use it from there too.

http://360.yahoo.com/kyledacia

 

A new day

Today I am ready for the week.  I have come to really be faced with the fact that I CAN'T do it.  I can't perform my daily life without first acknowledging my Lord and Savior as in control of my life.

 

Today Lord, I give you my burdens.  I lay down my struggles.  I can not face them alone.  I have tried for so long.

 

I truly desire your peace and joy in the midst of my struggles.

 

I give you my responses, my judgements, my fear, my anger.  I give it to you.

 

Thank you!!!!!!

 

Tonight is Biker Bible Study .... I am glad.  I really enjoy it.  The lady's from Have Bible are so real.   They are inspiring to  me.   I think on some level they don't know how to be fake.  It's nice.

 

It's time to put coats on kids.   We are all going to take the ride to school today.  Kyle left for work already.  Today is a big job.  I know he's glad.  I'm glad too.  The year is back in the swing.  February has been rough financially.  Still it, but it's okay.  We will be fine, because GOD will provide.  I know it.  I will not fear.

 

Why oh Why ...

Why oh why ... it's all I can say today.   Why oh Why.  So many questions in my head.  So many things I want to scream about.   But I won't.  I will tuck them away nice and neat like I always do.   I'm relieved to be able to write on my blog again.   See, I can be smart.   I truly truly can.    There are so many things to say about school.  I love school.  School is such a bright spot for me.  It's refreshing and I feel good there.  I feel like me.   Happy.   Am I happy?   What is happy?  Not tonight.  Tonight, it is bedtime.  Tonight, I am ready to crawl and cry.   I had such grand plans for my evening.  I did.  All shot right out from under me.  Why oh Why?  That's rhetorical.  I know why.  I wanted to spend the evening with my children .. and yet somehow, just like always, it became about work.  I hate work.  It's stealing my life.  Some will understand that statement, others won't.  That's fine.  Not necessary for all to understand my little mind at work.  I'm very random tonight, but that is how I avoid writing about what I really feel.  And believe me I know it is about emotions.  I know it is random.  I know with thought, rationale will find it's place ... in the morning.  Lord, please let me sleep tonight!
 

 

NO WAY!!

It works! This way I can still blog!!!  Even when I can't get into my blog!  Let's see if I can send a photo ...
 

 

Let's see if I can publish a photo.

Wow ... I haven't been able to get on here in a LONG time. For some reason the blog wasn't opening. Kyle's won't either. Very strange. So much to say but first to figure out this issue!